Stealing

I’m dying to call you

    But I’m afraid that I will disturb you

    I know you’re working on something

   

But I’m just dying to hear your voice

    Is that a crime?

    Is that a sin?

Because stealing your time

    Is the only thing I could do

    If your heart is untamed

Stealing

I’m dying to call you

    But I’m afraid that I will disturb you

    I know you’re working on something

   

But I’m just dying to hear your voice

    Is that a crime?

    Is that a sin?

Because stealing your time

    Is the only thing I could do

    If your heart is untamed

Eternity

No wonder that you never come back

Because you never leave ❤

Doa

Kata terucap doa

Seperti mantra seperti sloka

Mengapa kata disebut doa? 

Apa makna dari kata yang menjadi doa?

Apa beda dengan kata yang berbunyi dusta?

Apabila keluar dari mulut yang sama

Tidak semua manusia butuh doa

Tidak semua manusia sanggup menghadapinya

Manusia berbalas doa

Pun jua bertukar dosa

Mereka bilang apa lagi yang lebih bijak dari sepucuk doa

Untuk penghianat yang tercinta

Dekat dengan surga

Tidak terlalu jauh dari neraka

Apa kerjamu hanya berdoa?

Setelah seharian penuh bekerja?

Apa doamu adalah kerja?

Sehingga seolah-olah kau lakukan dengan suka?

Apa bedanya satu dengan seribu doa?

Apa samanya doa dengan dusta?

Jika hidupmu adalah fana

~sekarsarkara

22.09.15

Stubborn

I want you to be this stubborn
I want you to always be this stubborn about me, about us, about all the things that makes us exist, upon everything.

Withered

one said, I write because you exist
then, my poem has withered
words disassembled
letters faded and lost its sound
since you gone


-one fine Thursday

~ss

Home

When you're going somewhere
I'm going nowhere
Staying and hoping that I'll be a place called home for you

Perfection

I'm just talking about you on the other line
About how nice you are
How unobtainable a perfection can be
Once it's obtained, it's imperfect

Violet

I call you Violet
The one that I want
But they don't let

Good night kiss

As the sun love the earth
He always leave his kiss good night as a promise to give a wake up kiss early in the morning
Each and every day

Is it yours?

A thing just left in me
In between thoughts
In space between word to word in every sentence
It stays between dream and awakening
It isn't from me, it doesn't grow
So it must be left by someone
Didn't mean to blame you
But it's exist after you smile at me

Leaving

People come and go 
Precious ones are staying 
People come and go 
Sometimes I am the one who said goodbye 
I may leave 
I may miss the moment of us 
You may feel the same thing 
But life just have to go on 
We may meet again 
In the following morning in the future 
In every dream we had in every night

3 January 15
Airways

A Challenge

You are a challenge for me
Challenge to be standing still
And not fall, even a degree, in love with you
I am now struggling
I don't know why I have to beat the challenge
But I am afraid that I won't make it

Hiding

In silence of the night
I kept secret from my diary
In silence of the day
I kept hiding from the sun
About how much I miss you

Seductive

I speak truly with my brain
I smile from the heart
And I see through your eyes

Did you just fall in when I walked away?

Possession

I want ten of your fingers on my skin
And the whole you, too, please come in

Dilema

Hypnotized by the beauty, I let my self set with the sun, drown in the dark and lost in memories.

The Routine

Watching the sun goes down, every single day
Refuse the fact that it'll be hanging on the sky tomorrow.
The fact, when the sun is set
The memories of us is raised.

Lifetime Prayers

Every single night I pray for each of us to be someone better.
No. To be someone who we really are.
The act to following the prayers is committed to have no commitment.
Whether the feeling will change or not, it hasn't become the truth.
The pure truth for this time is the feeling between us itself.
That's the only truth I've believed.

If to be someone who we really are, contains the existence of both of us, that would be perfect.
If it isn't, that's okay, because I've had you, once in my life.
It can't be replaced by anything.
The memories of us will remain the same.

~~ss

Lifetime prayers

well, I miss you by the way

I wonder where you live
I've seen you walk
I've seen your simple smile
I've heard your voice

I wonder what you do
Did you notice me or not
Behind your black frame glasses
What's in your eyes

Have I ever stayed there more than 24hr
Have you ever wonder about everything about me
Like I did

Since that day, I just too afraid
To be noticed
To be known
To be me

I don't know who you are
But I do adore you
I don't know who you are
But I do, I keep thinking about you

Longing for a thing that too light
Than the air
Too absurd
Than the sky

I'm still wondering
If we could sit together
In one fine ordinary evening
Enjoy talking and watch your anxious hands playing with cup of green tea latte

~~ss
Well, yeah.